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i contain multitudes, but if you're reading this i'm ian killdoll. i am an adult. i made this website because i wanted to learn and do what i want. my brain is scattered and holey and i want to make my own playground. gender and sexuality are both fluid and always changing and at the end of the day i love myself. the content here will probably change drastically over time. i am an artist. i like food and music and inebriation and mixing the three. i like when people have strange fetishes. lately i have been losing myself but i'll always find my way back. i'm not good at jigsaw puzzles. i like the heat. i'm not a fan of the cold. i can't live without the ocean. i find it hard to talk to people, but i do still like it when people talk to me. speaking of, please leave a message in my guestbook if you haven't yet. i've been into many things over the years and nowadays i'm mostly participating in IRL hobbies, but my fandoms will always still be close to my heart.
not necessarily in order of importance/enjoyment
games
deltarune
undertale
telltale's the walking dead game
wobbledogs
surviving mars
the sims 4
tomodachi life (3DS)
tomodachi life: living the dream
pokémon diamond
pokémon heartgold
pokémon black
pokémon y
minecraft
breath of the wild
disco elysium
anime
dungeon meshi
soul eater
hunter x hunter
yuri!!! on ice
yani neko
chainsaw man
banana fish
beastars
podcasts
wolf 359
the adventure zone: balance
the adventure zone: amnesty
the adventure zone: versus dracula
we fix space junk
time:bombs
sawbones: a marital tour of misguided medicine
my brother my brother and me
tv
moon knight
the get down
pluribus
house md
breaking bad
better call saul
inside job
futurama
good omens